Mile High
By Willy B
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Mile High Kelvin looked out the window of Chris's car (The Beast, he called it) at the approaching school buildings as they pulled into the rapidly filling parking lot. God, he wasn't ready for this, he thought; even the station attendant had looked at him differently when they had stopped for gas. He felt sick, his stomach felt like it was trying to somersault out of his mouth. If he were up in the air he could be fearless, but here? He was scared.
He was alone even with Chris. Chris would have plenty of his own problems if what they felt for each other became known. He really wished that Chris hadn't insisted on driving them to school this morning. He didn't want Chris to end up like he had; hell, Chris had enough problems with his own dad. Chris told him they hadn't even spoken to each other since `the fight' as he called it.
"Jeeze, don't do that! I almost pissed
my pants!" Kel started. "Sorry! I didn't mean to." Chris
stared back with a hurt look. "It's OK." Kel tried to soften his reaction. "I was just trying not to think about what's going to happen today. I don't know if I'm ready for this."
"No. It'd still be there tomorrow too," Kel sighed. "If I don't face it today, I'll just have to tomorrow." Kel walked quickly through the main hall with
Chris beside him. It hadn't gone too badly so far. Sure, the conversations
had noticeably quieted when the two had entered through the cafeteria
and no one had really talked to them, but at least he wasn't jumped
again. He just wished Chris would distance himself, but no, he was When he and Chris entered the gym he took a
deep breath. "Coach Martini?" The coach broke away from where he'd been with
his assistants. "Mr. Stuart! Glad to see you back!" he "Uh, Chris, I mean, Christopher Bauchamp."
He returned the handshake. "Glad to meet you. So, Kelvin, how long
are you going to be out of action? You know I still want you running
for me," Coach Martini continued. "Um, well, I just wanted to say thank
you, you know, for the other day." Kelvin looked down at the
floor. Old `one track' was back. At least that hadn't changed. "No problem, Kelvin. The staff has got
to stick together. Besides, like I said, I still want you on the track,"
Martini finished. "Well, I don't think the rest of the team would want me, especially after what happened, but I'll think about it." Kel couldn't believe what he just said! He'd always said 'no' before. Now he said he'd think about it?
"Uh," Chris was completely off guard,
"Uh, track, sir. I can't hit the broadside of a barn in basketball." "OK, I'll see you after classes today.
We'll see what you can do," the coach ordered. "Uh, coach? I don't have my gear with me?" Chris was still trying to figure out what had happened. He looked at Kel. Why did he have such a wicked gleam in his eyes?
Chris turned to Kelvin as they left for their first class. "What was all that about?"
Kel walked quietly to the cafeteria when the
lunch bell rang, aware of everything going on around him. He was expecting
people to avoid him, but it still hurt when the people like Joel who
had always been friends before were avoiding him too. Even Julie and
her bunch left him alone, that much he was thankful for. He chalked
it up to the fact that her current boyfriend was suspended and facing
felony charges. He was thankful that at least he had gotten some things
accomplished. He'd found his locker a mess but complete. Someone had
put everything back in it and locked it for him. He made a special
note to make sure he took his backpack home Chris finished with his insulin, thankful he
had told Kel this time that he would be late to lunch. He too "Hey, Joel? How's it going?" Chris
cornered Joel and his buddies in the hall, thankful again for his
size. "Why the change?" "What change?" one of the others
said cautiously. They were all on guard now. "I mean how you're treating Kelvin," Chris continued. "He hasn't changed, you know. He's the same he's always been. It's y'all who've changed. I noticed your hand up as well as mine, Joel. That he was your friend as well as mine. He still is, you know. If you want him to be, that is," Chris finished, remembered to breathe again and left them to think about what he'd said. He didn't know if it did any good but he had to say something. Kel and Chris sat quietly alone at a corner
table in the back of the cafeteria. Thankfully the table was open
so they both sat with a wall at their backs. Kel couldn't run anyway,
so he figured it best to be able to see everything that might come
their way. "I wish you'd sit somewhere else,"
Kel whispered. "What?" Chris sat with a worried
look. "Why?" Had something happened during class to change
how Kel felt about him? "I'm just worried," Kel softly continued.
"Everybody's looking at us, at you, I mean. I just think you
may want to put some distance between us before the others...you know...." Chris glanced around the room. "Kel, we've
been friends for longer than I'll ever know anybody here. Besides,
I think it's a little late for that, anyway. I'm pretty sure that
everyone knows what side I'm on." Chris looked back at Kel, a
mischievous smirk spreading, "And here I was going to invite
you to the next school dance." "Oh, and what were your plans for after
the riot?" said Kel, trying to imagine what would happen if that
circumstance ever occurred. "And who would lead during the slow
parts?" "I guess we'd just have to flip a coin;
you know, heads I win, tails you lose," Chris finished, enjoying
his own joke. What would be so wrong with them being able
to be so open about their feelings as well? Why did the others "Well, if you don't kiss him, I will!"
Sharon said as she stared down at Kelvin sitting at the table where
she had dragged Joel. "Can we sit here?" Kel, blushing hard, motioned for the two to
go ahead. He hadn't meant to be that obvious. He quickly glanced back
at a redfaced Chris and then around the room. At least no one was
staring! "Wha... What brings you over here?" "I heard the guys talking about what,
Chris, is it?, said and I want you to know that I agreed with it,"
Sharon stated matter-of- factly. "Besides,
I told Joel..." and she looked at him, batting her eyebrows,
"... that he "Uh, yeah, I just wanted to say..."
Joel swallowed hard and looked around, "...I am sorry about how
I've been acting, about not visiting when you were in the hospital.
I still think you're OK." "Don't worry, Joel. It's nothing. I'm
real glad you came over and talked to me." Kel glanced from Joel
to Chris and back. What had Chris said? "So..." Joel continued, "...is
what the paper said true? Are you gay?" He winced from the elbow
Sharon threw into him. "Yes, Joel, I am. I guess I always was.
Sorry if that changes everything." Kel looked to gauge Joel's
reaction. "OK, I'm glad you told me. It'll take
some getting used to but I think I can be OK with it. That's all I
can promise...." Joel continued, looking at the table; "...and
you, Chris, do...." "OOWW Sharon, stop it!" Chris opened his mouth to try to answer the
question Joel hadn't gotten out yet. "Chris is just a good friend!" Kel
jumped in rapidly. "We've been friends during the summers for
years before he finally moved here, that's all!" Chris looked at Kel, anger flashing through
his features. His anger was fleeting as he realized what Kel was doing.
Who was protecting who now? Chris settled for a half truth, "Yeah,
we were best friends when I spent my summers here." "Good, now that's settled..." Sharon
looked at her watch, "...You two should really take drama next
semester with Joel and me. It'll make you two better actors. We will
see you two tomorrow." They didn't share any other classes during
the afternoon. Kel watched the two as they walked away for
their next class. Sharon had her hand in Joel's empty back pocket,
obviously feeling his ass as they walked. Kel just shook his head.
If those two were seen by the teachers doing that, they'd both be
in the principal's office faster than you could say it. "So what did you say to Joel?" He turned his attention back to Chris. _______________________________________________________________________
"Mr. Bauchamp! One more, then see me!"
Coach Martini called to him. The coach looked on. Damn, he thought,
we might be able to do something this year in the events he knew they
were weakest in. He pointed his finger up at Kelvin sitting in the
stands 'You're next!' he told himself. That would be his dream team
(he had once clocked Kelvin from his car while the kid did his run
to school), his chance to end his career on a high note. He'd more
and more come to the conclusion that this year would be his last.
He used to be able to teach respect for others, on and off the field,
to the kids who played for him. The evidence of his biggest failure
was up in the stands watching, but he'd never shied from a challenge.
The kids may not understand why he was leaving, but his wife and other
coaches would. "OK, Mr. Bauchamp, you're in. I'll need
a doctor's release or physical. Meet me tomorrow before class and
we'll go over what I expect as far as training and performance,"
said Coach Martini to the approaching youth. "Also, I need to warn you that in the
past there have been some things that have occurred to the new members
of the teams. It was all good-natured but now I don't know. I should
just bring a stop to the whole thing but don't "Yes sir, I've been through that type
of thing before at my old school," Chris replied. He knew what
the coach wanted to do, but he found he did want to fit in somehow.
It would make his and Kel's time here easier. He The locker room was almost deserted when Chris
entered. He stopped briefly to help one of the freshmen, who'd been
out with him, down from the towel hook where he'd been hung in his
dripping wet street clothes. "Well, I guess they found out you made
the team!" he chuckled, as the kid took off before his ride left.
Making sure he was now alone, he quickly finished showering and dressing.
If that was the extent of their imagination, he had it made, but he
couldn't be sure. "Well? What did the coach say?" Kelvin
asked as they walked to The Beast. Chris was being strangely subdued.
"Oh, I made the team," Chris replied
nonchalantly, then grinned at his friend. Chris left the coach's warning
unsaid. That was his problem to deal with, not Kel's. "Let's go celebrate! Where do you want
to go?" Kel grabbed Chris's hand and began to lead him faster
across the deserted lot. "OK, OK, but can we go somewhere where
we can be alone?" Chris said smiling; "I can still smell
the locker room from here." "You're driving!" Kel said, blushing
(He sure seemed to be doing that a lot these days) as he threw his
backpack in the trunk of Chris's car. Safely within the walls of his car, Chris put his arm around his boyfriend and pulled him close, amazed at the feelings that simple touch was giving him. 'Where to go? Where to go? Where else!' he thought as he turned towards the airport. The two boys sat in the gathering dusk invisible
to the world around them. Chris looked out at the dwindling sunset
he'd begun to cherish and the many white and blue lights that dotted
the field. They had sat in the grass barely talking, just enjoying
the company of the other. Kel stared at Chris as his features slowly
disappeared into the darkness, and reached out his shaking hand to
Chris's. This was so different. He felt so nervous. Every other time
he had been alone like this with someone, he had been acting the part
he was supposed to. Now, It was just him, open and scared shitless.
He smiled at himself, wasn't that last part supposed to be `unafraid'?
He took a deep breath. OK, he thought, here goes nothing. He quickly
leaned in to Chris, closing his eyes and felt his chin hit bone. Startled,
he looked to see Chris rubbing his collarbone. 'God, I really screwed
that up,' he thought. He felt like he wanted to cry but the look on
Chris's face, what he could see of it, made him start to giggle. He
just couldn't help it. "Er, sorry!" "Boy, I'm glad you're not in the Air Force!"
Chris looked back, still rubbing his collar for effect, "You'd
probably bomb Dallas by mistake, and miss it!" "Jeeze, I don't know how I missed a target
that big!" Kel came back, trying to stifle the outright laughter
that replaced the tension he'd felt draining away. "So I have a big mouth, do I?" Chris
grinned as he rolled his upper body across Kel, nonchalantly placing
his elbow in a place Kel was fond of. "Ow, watch the nuts! Watch the nuts!"
Kel just grabbed his chest, however, when he gave in to the laughter,
"I mean the ribs!" "Well, which one is it?" Chris was
losing the battle with his own laughter, "The ribs or the nuts?" "My nuts, my, my nuts!" Kel gasped
in between breaths. "I, I can live with broken ribs!" Kel tried to quiet down. "OK," he
said as he wiped his eyes. "Now number two is the most important."
Chris got very serious. "Unless your partner likes the same flavor,
spit out your chew of tobacco!" and was satisfied to see Kel
wracked by another fit of laughter. "God, Chris, you are such a redneck sometimes!
Owww, oh, that hurts! Stop making me laugh." Kel rolled on his
side. Chris rolled off and lay beside Kel. He seriously
doubted anyone else would find what they said to each other that funny.
But they'd always been able to laugh at each other's quips, no matter
how lame. They'd even once driven Kel's brothers out of the house
with a thirty minute span of nonstop puns that were so bad only they
found them funny. They were breathing like they had finished a marathon,
still smiling at each other. Chris recovered and leaned forward, lightly
placing a kiss on Kel's cheek and then, draping an arm around Kel's
back, brought their lips together. Lightly at first, then with more
force as Kel responded by parting his lips and allowing their tongues
to explore each other. Kel felt like he could stay that way forever.
All his other kisses were cold duty compared to this. He reached over
and embraced Chris's back, letting his hand feel the muscles under
Chris's skin where his shirt had ridden up during their last fit of
laughter. They finally reluctantly allowed their lips to part and
then their embrace to ease. They parted to the sound of Kel's stomach
rumbling. "I guess I'd better get you home," Chris smiled wistfully as they stood and took a moment to straighten their clothes and themselves, to give them a little more room where they needed it. "Your parents will think we ran off together." Chris pulled them into the dark driveway at
Kel's house; "Well? how did you like your lesson in kissing?"
he asked nonchalantly, pulling the trunk release. "My lesson in kiss...?" Kel replied
defensively. "I know how to kiss. I've been on dates before!" "OH? Who? Mrs. Palm and her five daughters?"
Chris held his smile. He would finally get the last word! "I'll show you who needs lessons in kissing!"
Kel retorted with a wicked gleam in his eyes that Chris didn't see.
He pulled Chris across the seat and began kissing and nibbling his
ear, trailing down Chris's neck to where it joined his shoulder. He
stopped, then nibbled and sucked on the hollow there. Chris couldn't believe what Kelvin was doing.
He tried kissing him back but Kel was out of reach. Damn, that felt
good. Then he realized what Kel was doing. "You sonofabitch!"
was all he could say as he began laughing again. Kel released him; "You wear my mark. You're
mine now!" he said in his best vampire voice as he backed out
of Chris's car. "I'll pick you up tomorrow. OK?" Chris shook his head. "OK. I'll be waiting!" Damn, the track team would be bad enough. Now he'd have to make sure he had enough clean shirts with collars he could button up to hide what Kel had done to get back at him. He should have known better. He could never get in the last word when they'd played around as kids. _______________________________________________________________________ Kelvin woke up and looked at his clock; another
Friday. He would get his stitches out this morning. The week hadn't
gone that badly. He was still on edge but a lot of the tension was
slowly draining away. Except for Chris, that is. Chris seemed to get
more and more defensive. Yesterday he was jumping at everything and
seemed to have grown eyes in the back of his head. Something had happened
with Chris when they'd come to school Wednesday and found some freshman
chained to the flagpole with a bicycle lock through his underwear. He'd tried to ask Chris where he knew the kid
from, what was wrong? Chris would just tell him 'nothing'. Well, he'd
have the whole weekend to try to get Chris to finally tell him what
was going on. They had never been able to hold out on each other forever.
Chris pulled into the lot and looked at his
watch; damn, he would be late to the team meeting. Steve, one of the
team captains, had called for him last night to tell him about the
meeting. This had to be a setup; he'd have felt better if the coach
himself had called, but he couldn't be sure and didn't want to piss
him off if it wasn't. Chris crossed the lot quickly, surveying everything
as he went. Nothing was out of place, yet he could still run. Steve and a couple of others came trotting
out of the locker room dressed in their running gear. "Com'on,
Chris! Get dressed, coach wants us out on the field!" Steve yelled
and waved for Chris to hurry up. Chris just sighed and trotted over to the door
to the locker room. He'd started to turn and run when the guys came
out but they had seen him. He was committed now. If it was a real
meeting, they knew he was there. Chris opened the door and cautiously peered
inside. He really didn't want to step through. "Shit!" he
heard feet pounding up behind him and slipped in the door, pulling
it tight to keep the others out. He only then became aware of the
laughter in the room. Arms suddenly closed around him, pinning his
arms to his sides "FUCK!" he yelled as he was dragged away from the door! |